Rain

Another rainy day. rainy days often evoke such melancholy. when I draw near the window to watch the falling rain, i often find myself with longing, though i have no idea what it is that i feel my life is missing..
Hugs and kisses are so uncommon in the place where i grew up and i really envy people who could display affection without feeling uncomfortable or those who could show their emotions with childlike ease. I dont even remember the last time that i shed tears. I am well aware that i am not sentimental but i am wondering why i suddenly became intensely cold..